I’m 44 years old and have battled severe crippling anxiety and ocd and depression for 20 years. I have called AW ministries prayer line countless times to receive healing and help with what I was going through. My husband left me because of my mental health problems and my relationship with one of my kids is very strained because of it. It has been a long dark and painful battle. I have been actively seeking God for quite some time now but just couldn’t figure out how to put my trust in Him. I was a believer my whole life but was always worried about bad things happening to me or my family members. I was reading a devotional from awmi the other day. November 10th. When I read that you can’t walk in the spirit by denying your flesh, but you deny your flesh by walking in the spirit a switch went off in my head. I knew then that I had been doing it wrong. I had been trying to do something myself for 20 years and in that moment I decided to let God do something. He did! I am new